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i hate being all sad and pathetic, but... [Wednesday
August 13th, 2008 at 12:17am]
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my summer was too perfect, i knew it would catch up to me sometime.


i didn't deserve what happened today. i tend to believe what i wish was true rather than the facts and i've finally been taught my lesson. its over and i'll never talk to you again. its the only way to stop this bullshit. my family & i have been put through enough. i have no more sympathy for you.


in other news...
today i found out that my grandpa's cancer is back. it's likely that because of how ill he is, it will be too tough for him to make it through any chemotherapy. he's tough though. here's to hoping he keeps that strength...

WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE HAPPY?

[Sunday
June 8th, 2008 at 10:49pm]

i need change. i miss being at cmu. but not really, only sometimes. haha

but really, my life is the same thing everyday..
wake up early, go to work, come home and do homework for my summer classes.

BUT HEY! - i love my bests for lifeeee. :]


ps - i love stacey and seeing my little girl all grown up and graduated :] 
hahahaha, so gay. awighttt, congrats anyways, shooobs
im pretty sure you're the only one that reads this. so i thought i'd holllla

WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE HAPPY?

[Monday
April 7th, 2008 at 4:35am]
i decided im way too fucking old.
my freshman year of college is done in less than a  month, thats ridiculous.
and i also decided cmu was the best choice i have ever made
and i love the amandas, and love spending every minute of my life with them.
all i need in my life is gina to come here. haha

this year went by WAY too fast though, i start packing in 2 weeks. depressing.

i need a fucking summer job.
and probably some sleep. its 5 in the morning, im staying up till my 9am class.


these last few weeks are about to be the best.
this weekend is ginas birthday & blake shelton / eric church concert & casino & parties
weekend after is a road trip with the girls
weekend after that is crocs tour, staff for fabolous and one republic, and last party weekend of the year :[
weekend after that im outtttta hereeee!

i love this place, but i can't wait to be home.
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[Tuesday
September 26th, 2006 at 9:23pm]


life is good.
its SENIOR YEAR....3 weeks into it and its already the best year ever.
tennis is almost over & that's a very good thing.
i hang out with those 2 girls pretty much every day.
they're the greatest. <3
i
yeah,  we're kind of the funniest people alive.

my dad, brother and I are starting the first girls team out of royal oak hockey. 
we are the coaches, i can't wait its going to be the greatest thing ever.
its been my goal since i was ten soo yeah, its going to be good.
and we're going to be heroes for that rink once again.


im done applying for colleges, so thats one less thing to worry about.
HOMECOMING IS GOING TO BE AMAZING.
f'real.

i love how i'm closer with people i didn't really see over the summer
& im not gunna lie, AP english is one of my favorites
which is crazy because i have already pulled 3 all nighters to get that shit done.

& i love how my parents and i are so close that we call each other all the time to bitch at each other about our days. even though we'll see each other in 10 minutes.
& i know you're jealous of how cool my parents are, sucks to be you.
but wow. i hate how hard moving out of here is going to be. it might just kill me.
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[Monday
August 14th, 2006 at 1:54pm]

i don't want this summer to end, so many amazing things have went on.
i went to nyc which was probably the greatest thing ever.
i love it soo much.
we were in the ambassador suite of our hotel, because we're pimps.
i bought tons and tons of stuff.
i saw pharell + kanye perform, cyndi lauper perform girls just wanna have fun!
and i met rupert from the dave letterman show in his deli. hes a fuckin pimp.
and i saw a million famous people's houses.
and i saw just about every inch of the city
AND I GOT ON THE TODAY SHOW
helllllllz yeah.
and i saw the wall that ADAM SANDLER PEED ON in big daddy
and i went in the mcdonalds ADAM SANDLER ATE IN.
& a million other things. i love nyc more than anything.

i have the funniest family ever. we had to stop walking a few times because we were laughing too hard and we were holding people up. my dad made some church lady want to kill him because she was standing there screaming COME TO JESUS so my dad stopped in the middle of everyone and screamed OMG WHERE IS JESUS? HES HERE OMMMMMG SARAH JESUS IS HERE. idk, you had to be there. i died.

MY CAMERA BROKE WHEN I GOT HOME.
so all the stuff i've been up to this month is not photographed. =[
i'm getting a better one for my birthday though, 
which is in less than 3 weeks. =D

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[Thursday
July 13th, 2006 at 3:24pm]

THATS THE DOG IM GETTING FOR MY BIRTHDAY.
not that exact one, but a puppy of that type.
wojgoaijgoajasijgiaosjgia =D 
i love life.
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[Monday
July 10th, 2006 at 12:00pm]

i love summer.

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[Sunday
May 28th, 2006 at 10:45pm]
life is good.
hey, shit happens. hahaha

i spent all weekend at staceys, her parents were gone. 
friday we went to the track meet and watched kimberly runnn! =]
then we went home early to eat pizza with john david and timmy.
then lisa came over and we watched grandmas boy.
when i grow up, i want to be a robot.
me and stacey went to bed at like.. 10.30, thats how freaking CRAZY we are. hahaha

saturday we went to taco hut with john, watched john and david play monkey ball, and went to PALACE VISION where of course, the pistons lost. because im bad luck. we watched when a stranger calls with steph and andy when we got home. we were all dying. then we called steph and made her cry. lmfaoo. then we made sweet videos because i have weapons of mass destruction. and we fell asleep at 430

today i came home AND OPENED THE POOL =]
and cleaned the hot tub and stuff.
wow, i love nice weather.

tomorrow is the tigers game with the fam + stacey & john. well, the family. they're part of it now.

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[Friday
May 12th, 2006 at 11:22pm]
GUESS WHAT?


my finger is out of the slint and all i have to do is keep 2 taped together. but i can play soo im really excited

my mom got me out of school @ 10.30 to take me to lunch + shopping before the doctors. i got a skirt, 2 pairs of sandals and a shirt. yaay. honestly my mom is my best friend.


we went out for megans birthday today, it was fun. we got her the greatest gifts, watched some gay movies, and trampolined. THEN I FELL OFF in slow motion and got covered in mud and stacey peed her pants. hahaha that was one of the funniest things that has ever happenned to me. stacey credit carded me like 3000 times hahahha we're retarted, i love it.
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[Monday
May 1st, 2006 at 8:21pm]
so i basically have the worst luck ever.
i broke my finger in my softball tournament last saturday
so my life pretty much sucks.
and im in more pain than i can explain.
i cant shower on my own, eat, do my hair, get dressed, brush my teeth, write, put on shoes, etc. im not good with my left hand and nothing frustrates me more than depending on other people.

to make it worse, i cant play softball for 2-4 weeks, and theres only a month left this season. so hopefully it gets better fast. afsjgjlagh;adh;ad;h;aujd this sucks so bad. oh well, shit happens.

but hey, taking back sunday pretty much makes my life worth living.
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[Sunday
April 23rd, 2006 at 4:08pm]

it sucks that break is over, but it was good while it lasted.
-tigers game
-red wings game
-fall out boy, hawthorne heights, all american rejects, from first to last, october fall
-strobe light !!
-sunburn
-lost my voice and videotaped it haha
-basils birthday
-bowling
-scary movie 4
-hung out with stacey a lot
-made money
-finished another season of gilmore girls dvds
-rainforest cafe
-great lakes crossing
-somerset
-stayed up all night playing DDR with becca
-got squirted by staceys mom for making fun of oprah
-stayed up all night on the phone
-bonzai
- && I HUNG OUT WITH ONE OF MY FAVORITE PEOPLE EVER, ADAM. =]

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[Tuesday
April 11th, 2006 at 9:38pm]
last weekend was probably the worse few days i've had in a long time. 
i got incredibly sick, and i still am.
which explains why i sound like a boy going through puberty / wheezing old man.
its pretty scary though, i can't breathe.

half day today, that was fun. 
i went out to lunch with stacey then we went back to her house.
then i had a doubleheader in port huron soo i was there from 1-8. 
we did pretty good, i like the team. =]


i wish my pale ass was going somewhere over spring break.
5// WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE HAPPY?

[Sunday
April 2nd, 2006 at 2:16pm]
i haven't updated since christmas.
life is good.
softball started, so im happy.
& i basically have the greatest friends ever. 
me and staceys mom are bff.
i've hung out with adam a lot too, thats always fun.
I MISS STACEY LIKE CRAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZY.
we went to spring hill and that was the funnest weekend i've had in a while. 
i got murdered in the cabin, and we have a video to prove it.


im going to cedar point//camping with stacey in like, 2 months. woijaoigjoagoiafjgaoi! im excited.

that cut is the wrong lyrics.
its get it ripe, get it right get it tight. oops.

18// WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE HAPPY?

[Wednesday
December 28th, 2005 at 6:08pm]
christmas was good, i got sweet stuff.
yesterday stacey and i got kicked out of arbys..LMFAO funniest shit ever.

today i ran into my mailbox! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. yeah man, im good. i backed right into it. and my mom was all pissed off and kept trying to get me to apologize and i told her to leave me alone, im not going to so she felt bad and cleaned my room because shes weird. she told me when my dad got home he'd take away my car and stuff..yeah, he laughed and told me im stupid and then let me drive right away. haha. what a pimp.

and since i have no other plans, i think i might go to zachs house for a while.=]
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[Wednesday
December 21st, 2005 at 11:47pm]
woo. things are going good.

last friday;; i went to the mall with kimberly carolyn & christine. we laughed histerically at stupid stuff like chicken pots. then back to kimberlys to dance to special ed music and watch the skeleton key. funnnn night<3

saturday;; american house with basil and steff, so we watched gsn for 2 hours. haha. then i went sledding with gina and steff! that was hilarious. gina peed herself 6 times, steff once. and i face planted myself twice, it was so fun. then we went in my hot tub, and slept over ginas. i love them.

last night;; tennis party at karies! so i don't play tennis, i just am in love with them. i caught up with basil, which was very needed. and hung out with a bunch of people and yeahh, i liked it a lot. and i schooled stacey in air hockey like 5 times. me and mike kennedy and stacey and kayla and basil etc. tried to play that game..i can't think of the name. but i stole it from karie because im determined to make the thing work. then i spent the night at staceys. i love blockbuster boys, and how they know us by name.

today i made a bunch of xmas candies and stuff. then i went to macomb mall for a while, and to look at pretty xmas lights out in grosse point.

tomorrow a bunch of people are coming over to go sledding i think! =D


soo whos hanging out with me over break?!
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[Monday
December 12th, 2005 at 9:11pm]

today i went to chuck e cheese with stacey megan andy frank and karie. it was fun, and im pretty much in love with them. <333

happy early bday to maciej
and adam! <33


yeah, im bored.

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[Tuesday
December 6th, 2005 at 8:07am]
my first hour is so boring.
i redid my lay out. its so ghetto, i love it.

- i need to hang out with carolyn, kimberly, lisa, christine & that group
- i need to hang out with new people
- i need to hang out with billy.
- i need to hang out with danielle, gina and steff.
- i need to sleep more
- i need to upload pics
- i need to condition today
- i want to go to the wings game tonight
- i want to do something, but im done with my assignment
- i want to start something new
- i want to go to english! its fun.
- i want to sleep when i get home
- i want to text message someone
- i want to party this weekend
- i have to be home all weekend
- i have to clean for my brothers party
- i have to go to my brothers party friday
- i have to go to my sisters party sunday
- i have to go to another party for my brother on tuesday
- i have to do my trig homework that was due yesterday
- i have to collect more money for NHS, which is pretty much impossible.

&&& im soooo sick of depressed kids. honestly man, you're life doesn't suck that bad. get over yourself. i love maciej because he's the only one that agrees. so you can be upset sometimes or whatever, but when you're constantly depressed and hate your life and quote your little emo songs and everything, you're freaking annoying.
4// WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE HAPPY?

[Sunday
December 4th, 2005 at 4:47pm]
so its been forever.
things have been good lately.
the 89x show was fun. =]

last night was the best night in a while. stacey and i went to my dads game and hung out with twins that were 6.actually, change staceys name to mulee. they were sweet and punched each other in the balls. then we went out with all of my hockey lovers after. stacey and i threw rolls of tp in the toilet lmfaoo. we dropped off stacey, and kyle and zach spent the night. wow, i love them. we went in the hot tub at midnight and stayed in forever then jumped out and made snow angels. kyle wrote i love sarah all over himself in marker, and i wrote all over his face. haha. me and kyle were up till about 5 i think? we're partying next saturday. =].

collecting money with basil and steff was fun too. even though steff got all the money, and we basically froze. haha<3

mmmm. i love my life.
im excited for desperate housewives. thats the best show ever
8// WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE HAPPY?

[Monday
November 14th, 2005 at 10:09pm]
  • boys confuse me.
  • um. i love danielle and im glad i have her to talk to about our problems
  • i like going to my brothers hockey games and watching him beat the shit out of people, and hanging out with all the old people.
  • IM GOING TO THE 89X CHRISTMAS SHOW =] =] =] =]!!!
  • i hate trig. and all the teachers thinking they're some fucking purple eaters. bitchessss, thats me.
  • i like going to english and laughing at stupid stuff and not doing anything besides playing message in a bottle. and i love how most of our group is in that class.
  • i like me and staceys planned out weekends. we're peircing our ears hahaha

that is all

10// WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE HAPPY?

[Sunday
November 13th, 2005 at 11:30am]

im a very lucky girl.

 

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